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Live at Henry Miller Library

by River Navaille

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1.
Introduction 01:02
2.
Mind of Mine 03:51
3.
Same Ol' 03:40
babe, you told me you're takin' a break and it's makin' you crazy and lazy and sad now you're usin', abusin', it's bruisin', you're losin' and you can't stand, you can't and it's bad but I don't know what to tell you it's the same every time you ask it's a fine line between one time and a life time and I don't find that it's all that new to you so you hang back, get your game back, it's the same track is his name Jack? this time whatcha gonna do? 'cause i don't know what to tell you it's the same every time we try oh, 'cause this time we're taking the long way there's no way around I have found this is true 'cause I'd rather be someone with nothing than nothing with someone I've found this with you and I don't know what to tell you it's the same every time I come back
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please won't you tell me if this isn't your thing would you still love me if I couldn't sing I get so shaky, uncertain and lost are my signals getting crossed? oh how I won you is the craziest thing and if I stung you never meant it to sting this roller coaster can be so volatile gotta get on for a while give me an answer, are you still there? a second chance or a third being fair please let me love you, please sit by my side I don't get on unless it's for the whole ride when we're together, we're feeling alright don't matter whether it's morning or night you take my hand and I'm no longer alone next day I'm beggin' you to throw me a bone you see you're up and down, but you know so am I some days I'm frownin' and could not tell you why with you I feel like I've been standing in line still can't tell if you are mine give me a sign, a reason to stay have I lost my mind, pushed you away? please let me love you, please stay by my side I don't get on unless it's for the whole ride I know I may not be your typical gal sometimes a lover, sometimes more of a pal you make me laugh which can be so hard to do but I can't get through to you sometimes I wonder if this isn't so wise are we making believe or am I closing my eyes? I've got no answers, but oh I've got love please tell me are you thinking of me give me salvation, show me the light self-depracation sits so heavy tonight please let me love you, please don't leave my side I don't get on unless it's for the whole ride
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I've been spending too much time feeling hung up over you attempting to rewind when there's nothing we can do you really fucked me up, I hope you're feeling fucked up too that when you hear my name you stop and call yourself a fool there's something to be said about giving love a shot but I'm out of my head thinking you're something that you're not a love so fresh and green can later turn so quick to rot always knew that you were wrong for me but somehow I got caught but not anymore (chorus) I'm going forward, and you're going backward I'm moving toward something you can't see for all the ways you hurt me, could not revert me then you desert me and I'm set free good luck in 1993 I waited months and months and months to see you working on yourself but now I'm finally gone you've just latched on to someone else I hope for their sake that you learn to clean up your own mess but me, I've done enough so I don't plan to hold my breath (chorus) you were my rock when hard times flooded me, that's where this all begins I clung on tight to your solidity as the water reached my chin but then the River calmed and I remembered I could swim I couldn't drag you with me, so I waded there in lim....bo but not anymore (chorus)
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if I could help it, I'd stay put oh, but I'm packing up, going on foot stayed too long sitting here I'm gone if I could manage, I'd float away never to see another day but I don't choose that, no I won't use that to go away here tomorrow, gone today not sure what it is makes me stay all can't go away stay put for now, but oh someday if you could teach me, I'd learn to love but you can't reach me, I'm miles above watching closely, oh but mostly I'm moving on I lived without her for so long before I found her, but now she's gone oh what'll I do? oh I know I'm getting gone I’m here tomorrow, gone today Don’t know just what it is, makes me stay All the sorrow, all the pain comes right along with you on your way If I could help it, I’d go away Pick up these heavy bones today Nothing for me, so ignore me I’m getting gone give me patience, give me peace give me growth and sweet release stay put for now, but oh someday I’ll go away
10.
Revenge Song 05:39
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I'm at a roadside reststop in I-don't-know-which town and I wanna get home but the rain's coming down and where's home anyway? I'm alone anyway I keep giving you warnings, but you won't leave my head I keep waking up mornings thinking I'm in your bed and I love you so much that it hurts not to hate you I hate you so much that I just wanna shake you in my arms, in my arms 'cause all that you been saying amounts to the same thing and I'm trying to go away but some part of me's trying to stay I know I wasn't perfect, and I wasn't easy but if that's what you wanted why didn't you leave me we were bad anyway don't know what's left to say I was getting out of town, getting far from you right away I went down, my aloneness just grew to the size of the ocean and the weight of the sea I'm just going through the motions, this ain't even me anymore 'cause all that you been saying amounts to the same thing and I'm running to and fro, you know driving fast but feeling slow but I better get going before it gets dark but the rain isn't slowing nor is my beating heart and what's love anyway? you said it the other day I guess I wanted you to hold me without holding me down now I'm getting dragged under, you're not even around are you skating on sunshine, have you let go of all this tell me do you feel sorry, tell me do you feel honest anymore anymore? 'cause all that you been saying amounts to the same thing and I wanna let go, but we won't say goodbye tell me where do I go? I can't run, I can't hide
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float me in the ocean sink me in the sky I've never known a life where one is yet afraid to die I've always felt the need to say what's better left unsaid this mouth will shut once and for all the day they call me dead and lemons on the neighbor's tree rosemary underfoot Queen Ann Lace, and parsley, Sage time passes as it should timeless and dreamy green eyes behind green leaves soft pages, blank and creamy for when you've got no time to grieve same stories become new ones same heart that aches so sweet same wind that whispers to me 'tired but soulfully sing' and those who need to hear it don't and the words come out all wrong keep saying what you need to say the crows will sing along one for sorrow, two for joy one tomorrow, two today one and two alone together one and two, one and the same have I lost if I've just quit the game you really got me good oh love and hate taste so the same would I forget you if I could yes, you were always both, my dear the poison and the wine you hurt me and you healed me neither here nor there, in time yes, you were always both my dear you were always both neither here, nor there, nor now, my dear you were always both

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Track List:

0. Introduction *bonus*
1. Mind of Mine
2. Same Ol'
3. Stage Three Clinger *bonus*
4. Roller Coaster
4.5 Interlude (first row people) *bonus*
5. Forwards/Backwards
5.5 Interlude (how much time do we have?) *bonus*
6. Stay-Put Blues
7. Revenge Song *bonus*
8. Roadside Reststop
9. Queen Ann Lace

Recorded live via voice memo at Henry Miller Library in Big Sur, California, March 24, 2018. Mastered with love and care by Vincent Randazzo (vincentrandazzo.bandcamp.com). Special thanks to Ari Edwards (bedroomsofficial.bandcamp.com), Alex Ramirez (alexrammusic.bandcamp.com), and Magnus Toren of HML for inviting me to take part in this magical show.

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released March 24, 2018

Photo by Aaron J. Gin

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